She allowed me to masturbate

Yesterday i was not locked.  I was let out on Wed night for being a good boy and giving her some great head, but really she just wanted sex.

Last night i was put back in to chastity in my Pico however i cut 4 of the spikes out that were digging into the top of my penis head.  they were leaving marks and were really hurting, to the point where i wanted out due to pain, not frustration. it was fine for most of the evening but like most nights, all night long im waking up due to squeezing purple balls and it hurts.  the spikes are fine, the pain is barealbe but the ball crushing makes me feel sick to my stomach.  I got up this morning around 6:15 and sat on the toilet waiting for my morning wood to subside, maybe i could go back to bed, but no after it went down my stomach was still hurting.  So i decided to go for a nice warm shower to wake up and forget about my restless night with my sore balls.

Yesterday while i was home alone we were talking and she told me to masturbate because later i was going to be put back into chastity and used to get her off orally.   so i did.  and i took a few pictures and a video and sent it to her.  she was really turned on by this.  I was masturbating to a picture of her tits naked and i took a video from start to finish.  i sent the pictures to her and a clip of the video, the last part where i came.  she really liked that.

unfortunately due to timing we did not get to get her off but it will probably happen tonight.  i will remain locked until saturday when i am going to be wrapped up in seran wrap (clingfilm) and then either duct tape or some packing tape over top of that and left to suffer alone.  i am not sure yet if the device will be left on during this time or taken off prior.  i am really looking foward to it.  i have a great wife who is willing to indulge me in my odd fetishes and i love her.

I have found a website, http://www.chastitymansion.com/ticker that allows you to make your own ticker.  i have posted mine below.  i am going to try to stay locked for a full week next week starting on saturday night.  so Sat to Sat. wish me luck!

after a few weeks

It has been 2 weeks now, i have been locked up for a few short periods at a time.  In that time i have found that i am more effectionate with my wife.  maybe its psychological, or maybe it is in fact chemical, the lack of release from sex/masterbation has made me become more loving….is it possible?

here are two pictures from recent locked times.  I have recently found out from the Birdlocked website that there is proper sizing for the cages and i worry that maybe i got the wrong size….sleeping in this sucks!  my balls are being crushed and they are purple all night long.

has it been 5 months since i was last locked?

I cant believe it has been 5 months already since the last time i was locked.  I was having a lot of problems with my CB3K, it was pinching, killing me at night and it was a huge bulge….while the bulge i dont mind if im going to the bar and woman are checking out my package, its still a pain in my ass because i feel like everyone is noticing.

I recently purchased a Pico from Birdlocked (http://www.birdlocked.com).  It hurts like a bitch in the middle of the night, not becasue of crushing balls like the CB3K but more because of the little rubber spikes inside digging into the head of my penis.  I have just sent my wife/keyholder a link to the Birdlocked website’s Keyholder Tools.  you can set up and account to manage your locked slaves time locked, send messages and set up contracts.  here is an excerpt from their website:

“Once your account is created, enter a new contract. This will be sent to partner in the contract for acceptance.  Once you can accept the contract at any time make revisions to the contract by the partner’s behavior by sending messages and increasing or decreasing the period of chastity.”

I have been locked since Sunday and today is Wednesday.  i am not feeling the sense of wanting to please her the same way i did the last time i was locked however i think its because i have been away and i have not yet had the opportunity to do so.  I will try to stay on top of this Blog to keep you all interested and informed.  Here are 3 pictures below.  2 are from the Birdlocked.com website showing the Pico and the third is of me wearing the device.

M.

Last week

Ok my boys and girls….im sorry i didn’t write earlier but i have been….Tied up.

last week, im not sure what day, they seem to be rolling together now, i told my mistress that after dinner and the kid went to bed i would be hers.  while i was putting the little one down, she would go for her shower and i would get ready for her.

i was ready for her around 7 pm and she was in the shower.  i went to the bedroom and stripped nude leaving only my CB3k on.  i took my handcuffs and went to her.  i went into the bathroom and asked her where she wanted me to wait for her.  she told me to sit on the floor in the bathroom and to cuff my hands behind my back so i did.

i was to sit, shut up and look at the floor.  when she was done i was to hand her, her towel and then leave to the living room, and resume sitting.  i did this.  she then came out to the living room a few minutes later and sat on the couch.  she opened her legs and put them on my shoulders and told me to get started as i would not be stopping until she had gotten off at least twice.

i went to work and did my best job ever.  she was very pleased and let me rest for a few minutes while she went to get something.  she came back with her dildo and told me to open my mouth.  when i did not she shoved it on my mouth and teeth and i would not open.  then when she stopped i opened my mouth and she said “seriously?”  i closed my mouth.

she used her dildo while i serviced her again and when she was done i sat on the floor while she sat on the couch and we watched television.  then we went to bed and something terrible happened.

Is this thing on right?

Not sure if this is on right. It’s pinching and my balls are too tight.

first real chastity experience (day 1 and 2)

On Sunday afternoon i told my wife i had an idea for sex. she is usually pretty cool listening and indulging me to try my ideas and this time was no different. however instead of this time being about me, it was about her.

i have had a cb3000 for over a year now, and i have only used it a couple of times for a few hours. i tried wearing it over night about 8 months ago and it hurt too much i had to take it off. this has happened again, in another post of mine http://www.boundforum.com/forum/forum_posts.asp?TID=10815 however i have had some good feedback and hopefully tonight i will be able to figure out what works best for me and doesn’t make my balls hurt like hell.

so finally, my idea was that she would lock me up in the cb3000 and hide all the keys. i would have to give her 10 orgasms from oral sex before she would release me. Sunday nothing happened because we were busy all day and had guests at night. i was dissapointed because i really wanted to start getting my number down. i was at 10.

all day Monday we txtd back and forth about it and i felt like i could be totally honest. funny how being locked by her makes me want to do whatever she tells me. maybe im strange. i told her how i used to love to go down on woman and then after 1 bad experience i kind of shyd away from it. hence in almost 8 years she has got it maybe 30 times. i wanted to fix that. i wanted to give her 10 orgasms and really good ones. i want to be watching tv, or in the kitchen or laying in bed and have her tell me out of the blue to get on my knees and lick her until she cums. i said i would even do it after work before a shower (usually i make her have a shower first), or on the extreme because i want to please her so badly, even after she has gone for a run i would do it to show her i was dedicated to her.

she is very turned on by the power. yesterday, monday i went to a lock smith and bought a new lock, one that doesnt have the same key as every other cb3000/samsonite travel locks. it was $11. can you believe that. anyway, i gave it to her last night as a gift. later that night she changed my lock and we both went for a shower, cleaned up and we talked. i argued about something with her and she told me i was now up to 11 orgasms, then she instructed me to go wait for her in the bed. i did. when she came into the bedroom i was laying in bed under the covers and she told me to get the fuck up because it was no time for me to sleep it was time for me to get her off.

i was so excited, i started to grow and it hurt so badly. its not the poi that hurts its the squeezing of my balls. she layed down and i started to service her. about 10-15 mins later she told me to go get the keys (told me where) and bring them to her. i went back to work. then about 5 minutes later she told me that i had to fuck her but could not cum. i did. once she got off i was told to go back down on her.

after a few minutes she told me i was to have sex with her and then she would lock me up again, and i could cum.

it was so incredible, intense, passionate, amazing. we dont usually make out but we did and it was so incredible. i was happy to please her. after we were done, i was put back into my cb3000, after my penis had a chance to go back down. i am still having some trouble there as it wont go very small to get it in. but im getting the hang of it.

this morning i had to take off the cb around 5 because it was crushing my balls again too much. only really hurts when im sleeping. but i put it back on when i woke up. i was fully clothed and the lock was on, just not clicked in. i went over to her and presented it to her and let her lock it. this morning i argued about something else and now im back up to 11. she likes the feeling of power, and i like to let her have it.

more to come